Wanted: Date

I need a date! I really need one or... or more!

Since I am back in the Philippines, dates are rare --- that's an exaggeration --- there were actually none!!! And that sucks!

A friend told me that I am just too picky. But there actually seems nobody that catches my interest here. Gone are the days when I find cute guys around and at this point, in my calculation, those cute guys are either engaged or married. Which leaves me to nobody!!!

There is a number of expats in Bacolod but they would leave eventually (as if relationships with them would be serious to last up to the moment they needed to leave).

At 27, I think I am more looking for a lasting relationship and not just a fun one. But I guess what I am looking for is difficult to find. There really seems to be noone here for me!

Universe, for crying out loud send me someone!!!

Welcome to my Life!!!

In 2 months time I will be already considered late 20s, in my own definition! I will be 26 years old soon, still single, and seem to have no plan of getting tangled into a relationship.

Oh, I thought I was complaining about being single. That’s what I thought BUT in reality, I am afraid of being in a relationship.

SO, this is a choice in a way… Why are my own ideas contradicting each other?

Anyway, coming back, the thing is that most of my friends back in High School and University are now married, engaged, or are now mothers and fathers… and here I am: pursued further education, trained abroad for specialization, seemingly accomplished, and SINGLE!!!

I will tell you what I think about the world in the next essays. JUST A WARNING: Some things might be too much for you to handle BUT never dare judge me! I can be nasty!!!